Sorry for the break between updates....I've had a lot to deal with. After not finding a job in Nashville, I've been forced to move back in with my parents. (by the way, if you're reading this, and you're one of my parents, please stop here. this post is not for you.)
so now i'm in columbus, a town with really nothing going for it. i have no friends here and am completely broke. i've been applying for jobs in the area, with no luck so far. there have been lots and lots of fights between myself and my parents. to be honest, i feel like i'm being pressed on from all sides and i can't get out. none of this makes any sense to me. it feels like God isn't watching me, like He doesn't care what happens to me, so He's just left me here, in the middle of all this, to drown. i know theologically that's not true, but i really don't know where He is right now. hence the lack of blogs; i don't have a lot of positive things to say right now. i'll try to write a little more often, but i can't make any promises yet. pray for me, friends. pray that God gives me one of these jobs i'm applying for. just something to make a little bit of money. i can't believe that He wants me to be destitue my whole life. so where is the door? where's the right opportunity? where am i going? i need some answers.
