Today's just been a weird day. at the risk of sounding like a crazy person, i have to say, i've had the strangest feeling all day. do you ever get that, when it's like your stomach's tied up in knots and you don't really know why? well, i do. i spent today somewhere between fearfully nervous and uncertain anticipation. even now, while i'm trying to settle down for the night, i can't shake it. i don't know for sure, but i have the impression that it's something to do with my future, which path will be opened for me. it feels like maybe i'm on the brink of something big. like maybe the life i've always wanted is about to be mine. but there's a certain uncertainty about it. like a dream shrouded in mist and mystery. so i've spent the better part of the day in prayer for the major players in this situation, asking for God's will to be done. i'm not even sure what i should pray for. i hope that someday soon i'll understand what this is all about. but for now, my friends, i'll try to see if this notion will let me sleep.
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